Oh, by the way (again)

I'm turning my hair back to blonde...but not bleachy blonde. It's a rather subdued blonde. I already dyed it medium golden blonde but it's not light enough because it really doesn't look that different--I can still see some of the red coming out if the light hits it just right. I might try a little bit lighter, if I'm brave enough. I've gone for so long with a darker color that I'm kind of afraid so I'm changing it gradually so as not to freak anyone (especially myself) out. :)